Before I go

thoughts r extremely poisonous, from all corners in on sec , i feel like my brain is on high levels of pain. I stoped every feeling, I can see in the dark, I’m forced to, that’s why I exist,to try more ,and exclusively to want to know more. If it wasn’t that way,consider me dead already. years has passed in one second. Years will come ! I’m glad to have the chance to observe myself . in a time of mental slavering. I stand for myself only. I want to live the life I want. And for that I gotta risk more and more. the learning process is that way . I suffer then I learn from the mistakes, then I might see some light.so now that am in total darkness I can tell you! God is great! And matter of time till I grow as a seed of hope and faith.